28. kesäkuuta 2018

Finders Keep.. Or Is it? / Löytäjä Saa Pitää.. Vai Saako?

Somewhere in Lapland


On the one of my adventures I found this hidden gem
So beautiful
Standing on the meadow
Surrounded by flowers

I assumed this one was abandoned too
Like so many other old house
Sense this one was almost collapsed
Like too many other old house


The door was loosely locked
Again I was wondering
Where goes the line of trespassing
When it is breaking in
And when it is a friendly visit

The law says it is always trespassing when you go in
No matter if the door is open or closed
And I understand this
There is too much people whom don't know how to respect the old house
They brake windows to get in
Make a mess inside
And take all kind of old things with them from the house
For these kinda things there is a simple term
It's called burklary


There is a simple code for people wanting to visit old places
Take only photographes
Leave only foot prints
Simple as that

Then the other thing is
What is 'abandoned'
Old house or cottage that looks like there has been nobody in decades
Can be still somebody's summer house


It would be wise to find out the history of the place
Before you go in
But like me so often
I come a cross with the places by accident
In this case I try to use common sense

I always also ask from the house if I'm welcome
Usually the house welcomes me and shows me the way in
But sometimes not
Then I respect that and continue my way


When I was younger
I was too thirsty for adventures
And too blind to stop and listen

So I made a way to get in this old house
While inside I got this really bad vibes
The whole house was rejecting me
There was a lot of scary stuff
And stuff that where obviously stolen
And I realized there has been somebody
Somebody I wouldn't want to meet
I left the place and never came back

Afterwords I felt bad
I had broke my code and the common code
I had actually done something that wasn't fun anymore
So you live, you learn
I never posted the pics from that house anywhere
and I never will


So now I was standing on one door again
Asking if I'm welcome
This time I was


The house was in a really bad shape
The basement was totally collapsed
I was stepping super carefully on the floor

Numbers at the house base stonewall tells that the house has been build 1938-50
Note on the bench tells that somebody has been visiting the owner 1983
Latest newspaper was the Hufvudstadsbladet from 1994
From the internet I couldn't find any information about the house
So it remains a mystery house for me




Exploring the main floor is always nice and exiting
But going higher or lower is always a bit scary
Especially if the house can collapse in any minute
Do you rather get burried
Or take a leap of faith with the upstairs floor
This is always a nice mind game to play alone in the spooky old house




This time also there was no ghosts making them selves visible for me
Not even afterwords from the pictures
Which is also kinda spooky when you see something in the pic
That wasn't there when taking the pic

So this seemed very peaceful house
It just stands there in the middle of the flower meadow
With the bright colors little by little fainting from it's walls



I'm not going to reveal the location of this place
So let just say it is somewhere in Lapland
Local people probably know the place already
Sense I definitely wan't the first one visiting there
(Some ladies had typed on the piece of paper that they were here)
But I hope you will enjoy the beautiness of this old house through my pictures
And maybe understand why I sometimes bend the law for the pics and stories




27. kesäkuuta 2018

Time for Everything / Kaikella on Aikansa




After all the chaos
When everything shorts out
World around you is in it's perfect place
In perfect harmony
Your whole life flows to the right direction
One pleasant and exiting surprise follows an other
When you wouldn't change a thing


Then
You start the worrying
When does it all end
When comes the first beat
Of the collapse

Why
Am I having all this good
Did I deserve it
Is it away from somebody else
Are you allowed to feel happiness
To enjoy


They say
That when everything is good
When you'r safe and sound in your life
Then comes the old demons
Those whom are buried so deep inside your mind
That you don't probably even know they exist
They live in the deep wounds of your mind
Where is dark
Where you wouldn't wanna go
Ever

But
When your mind decides it is time
When it decides you'r ready
When the moment is right
The wounds open
And reveal the darkness inside
Releases the demons of your past


This all happens without you knowing
Your mind doesn't send you a note
"Hey, btw I'm planning to do this now..."

No
You know it
When you find yourself
On a peaceful evening
Wondering all the good
All the perfect things in your life
And feel sad
Without any obvious reason

And you blame yourself
For being ungrateful bitch
For not being able to enjoy
Wondering
What the fuck is wrong with you


In this place
In this state of mind
Be the loving adult for yourself
Wrap your arms around you
With love and compassion
Ask yourself
What's wrong my dear
Why are you so sad
And then
Listen to yourself
Listen what you have to say
Don't blame
Don't undermine
Be there
Be present
Listen


And maybe
By showing your love
You can help yourself
Heal the wounds
Let them grow scars
Telling your story
The things you have survived
The things that have made you strong